IT’S TEN OH THREE AND YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT ME!!!
It’s Ten OH Three
And You are thinking about Me
And You Can’t Stop
You also Can’t Stop Feeling About Me
I’m in Your Heart
Forever
And
I will Always Return
Whenever You least expect it
I am also in Your Mind
Forever
And
I will Always Return
Whenever You Least Expect it
For the Rest of Your Life
It’s Ten OH Four and
You Want Still More
Of Me
I am Everywhere You Look
And
You Have Stared at Me
So many times
That
You can see me from every angle
Including from behind
Because lately
You are always
Behind Me when You stare
Since You Are Now
Trying to Conceal
The Fact
That You
Are Still Staring
At Me . . .
From Me
Doing every one of My countless exercises
In the special ways that I have designed
On 30 different weight machines
Many of which
You also use
It’s ten OH five and
You don’t feel alive
Unless I am in the same room with You
And You can see Me
From wherever You are in the room
At all times
Your hands touching the very same machines
That I touch
But now. . .
I Have Cut You
Out of My life
Because You Would Not Speak To Me
Or Write Down Your Own Words For Me
And Ask Me For The Letters That I Wrote To You
Even Though I Told You More Than Once
That I Had Written Them
And I Also Told You
That Writing Is More Equitable
And Thus More Important
For Me To Do
Than Speaking
Yet You speak
To anyone
And everyone else
Of all genders
In the gym
Easily
And for all I know
You could even be hitting on some of them
At the very same time that You . . .
Just
Stare
And
Stare
At
Me
Like
I’m
Your
Own
Private
Addiction !!!
And You have been staring at me
For more than ten months now
And You must have memorized Me
On probably every one of the 30 machines I use
And from every angle
And You did many other things
Like taking your hair down
For the first time
On the one and only day
That I wore my hair down to weight lift
And then You danced right by me
With Your very, long, hair
Because I also dance in the gym spontaneously
In between exercises sometimes
One day
You raced your bike right up to My face
By jumping it up on the sidewalk
When You saw Me pushing my wheelie down the street
When You turned the corner
To come up the same street by coincidence . . .
And
Yet
Still
You
Said
Nothing
To
Me!!!
You Just Stared At Me Silently
With Your Eyes Only A Few Inches Away
From My Eyes And My Face
And Then You Raced Away
Leaving Me With Nothing
But The Sound Of Your Wheels!!!
It Was A Drive By Biking
Of The Heart
And The Mind!!!
It’s ten OH six
And You Want Sex With Me
But not just sex
You want to Physically, Emotionally, and Psychologically
Express
The Mind Blowing
All Encompassing LOVE
That You Feel For Me and
You have felt it
Quite possibly since close to the same moment
That You first met Me
And I first spoke to You
It’s ten OH seven
But You are far from being in heaven
Because You are not with Me
It’s ten OH eight
And You have moments of Hate for Yourself . . .
Because You are Letting Your Prejudices
Against My Diversities
Keep You From Being Honest
With Yourself
And With Me
And That Is Why I Have Cut You Out Of My Life
Even
Though
I
Know
How
Intensely
In
Love
You
Are
With
Me
And
How
Much
You
Feel
This
Love
Underneath
It
All
And . . .
On
Some
Level
I
Have
No
Doubt
That
You
Know
It
Too
Because
It
Is
Pouring
Right
Out
Of
Your
Eyes
Every
Time
I
Catch
You
Staring
At
Me!!!
But unless
You get professional help
To Destroy
All of Your Prejudices. . .
You
Will
Never
Be
Good
Enough
For
Me
And
You
Will
Never
Be
ABLE
To Be
The Kind
Of A Lover
And A Partner
That I Deserve
And Desire
And
You
Will
Never
Be
ABLE
To Give Me
All
That I Need
and I Want
It’s ten OH nine
And You are far behind
In Your adult development
And in Your self awareness
And Your age is no excuse
For all of this lying to Yourself
And to Me
And You can try to move on
Without dealing with all of this
But . . .
She Will Never be Me
He Will Never be Me
They Will Never be Me
No one of any Gender, Label, Dissection, Identity, or Diversity,
Will Ever Be Me!!!
You will just repeat Your patterns
And relive these feelings
And these behaviours
For the rest of Your life
If You don’t get professional help
Maybe
One
Day
You
Will
Finally
Realize
That
I
Was
The
Greatest
Loss
Of
Your
Life
So
Far !!!
But You won’t be with Me
Unless You get professional help
And Destroy all of Your Prejudices
YOU
WILL
NEVER
BE
WITH
ME!!!